Nine months.
Nine months ago, you were born. I loved you from the moment I found out I was pregnant with you. When you were born, you were and always are perfect. You have the most gorgeous eyes, a laugh that puts a smile across my face, and your love for me is endless, as my love for you is endless as well! Now your nine months old, and it seems as if last week I was just holding you in my arms for the first time while you slept ever so peacefully. Now you are such an active little girl, and have such a wonderful personality. You rarely ever give me a hard time, such a well behaved big girl! We've gone through nights of no sleep, or you falling asleep in mommy's arms sometimes I would just lay there and watch you sleeping so peaceful, and smile so proudly that I was blessed to be your mama. You have learned so many new things, for example: saying your first words, to give mama and dada those sweet kisses of yours, how to high five, and how to bang your toys together (loudly!) you have also have gone through many of your milestones and "firsts" like: your first two bottom teeth came through, your first time crawling, your first time holding your own baba, and your first time trying a sippy cup, sitting up all by yourself, and not having to use the baby tub and taking bathes in the BIG GIRL TUB. There are many others that you have learned and much more you will learn as well as you keep growing. I consider myself a very lucky mom to have been blessed and chosen by Jesus to take care of you and cherish, and to love and provide for! Mommy loves you so very much Zoe, and each day that I wake up to your smiling face, makes my world just light up soo much more. I can't wait for your many other "firsts" that you will have. You make me so proud, and today you turn nine months old! Each and every day you cease to amaze me, and I look forward to big, bright things in your future. I knew I always loved you since I found out I was pregnant, we have a special bond. Now your nine months old and we still have that special bond that no one could ever break!
That is my letter to my gorgeous baby girl that I cherish more then anything in the world! Well I know Ive become a horrible, non-consistent blogger! I really need to WORK ON THAT! I will try to keep everyone updated with things that are going on, it's just been very busy. With all the mommy work, and the house-work as well. Then I found out that I have a pinched nerve in my back!( and yes it is EXTREMELY PAINFUL!) :( but I do my best to deal with it as much as I can, I don't have the luxury of taking time off my job..but with the pinched nerve, I have to go to physical therapy, take pain meds to sleep at night! (for anyone that knows me I hate taking meds, so I try not to take them unless the pain is pretty bad!) my doctor said physical therapy is "supposed" to help with the pain. I'm not sure if it takes time that's what I was told but the first time I went which was yesterday, it was extremely painful, and I ended up crying through most of it! (I tried soo hard not too, it did not work soo well!) and when left I actually worse then when I went in. I will keep going, just to give it time and see if my pain will disappear over time. I want something to help, I do not want to be on pain killers all the time. Even worse have to get surgery( that would be the next step my doctor said if physical therapy does not take!) so I am keeping my fingers crossed that my back will get better! I'm too young to be having issues like this! Well that's pretty much it for now.
Buh-bye
Blog! Always with love
Tina<3
